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Sunday, March 15, 2009

everything seems to change after 1 night :)
i'm now satisfied and contented with what i have !
IMISSHIM*
but i just can't seem to get through him .
hais , 4 and 1/2 more hours to leave my house and proceed back to SGH :((
i really can't bear to leave him alone out there !
frankly speaking , the temptation is real big but i must overcome it this time round .
for the sake of myself , family and HIM* , ENDURE !!!
from yesterday afternoon 4plus , enjoy talking to him until today morning 8am !
NOW ! he is missing in action ; i have been calling him since 11plus , no reply at all :((
kinda worry about him .
he went drinking so much yesterday night with friends and all the way never sleep .
I'M AFRAID THAT HE IS SICK !
but i do not have a choice to stand by him to take care of him personally .
after so long , finally i 'm left with less than 200days :))
177 more days to go ; 5 months plus !
when then i can go down DRS ? i'm kinda bored over the life in admission already !
ACO and CASEWORKER , still mention noting and i know nothing too but WAIT again..
differentiating the benefits of admission and DRS ; it's really too far apart to be compared !
i want my freedom , studies and everything ***
from 2days1night every 2nd and 4th week of the month
- TO -
3days2nights every week of the month * BIG DIFFERENCE
i want to spend more time to be with him and i don't want him to feel neglected .
i promise ! i mean my words to stay truthful and faithful to him !!
no matter what , it will never change unless he choose to let go :))
HOW IS HE RIGHT NOW ??
shower me with unconditional loves*
QUEENA<3HIMHIMHIM*



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