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Sunday, April 19, 2009

X I A O N A /-
MY BLOOD AND ME **


BOYBOY and BLOOD :D
iloveyouall <33
after so long , finally i'm at day release scheme already !
my first homeleave , it's fun and happy `
yesterday was the first homeleave after so long i'm going out with friends again !
boyboy is the first person i meet at sembawang :)
blood shirline , without further hesitation , cancelled her appointment with friends .
came down from panjang to sembawang just to see me after so long .
i spent the day happily with the both of them !
although boyboy only spent about 3 to 4 hours with me , but it's more than enough :))
my precious blood look so much older already and character still the same !
hahas :X i'm hoping to meet them during my homeleave again !
they are irreplacceable no matter what :)
yesterday , after meeting boyboy at sembawang , blood came down to join us .
after boyboy left , my blood and i stayed at sembawang awhile then proceed to yishun .
she accompanied me walking through the whole northpoint to buy things i need :)
with her leg injuired , she still sacrifice !
i bought lotsa things and we went to watch movie with one of her friend too *TAKEN .
a very nice action-pact show :)
after the show , her friend left and we went to northpoint , continue buying things !
so we bought the same handphone chain at mini toons :P
it's already late evening , but we still move on to causeway point pasam malam .
OMG ! she keep buying nice food to enjoy , which i told her she is gonna turn fat .
like what she always do , she don't cares at all :X hahahas ..
we then smoke and smoke again .. actually i quitted , but it started again ! hais :(
although i happens to recieve some messages whish i turn out to be very sad after i read !
but at least , i'm really contented with what i have yesterday ! i don't want to ask for more .
i'm left with less than 3 more hours to go back !
currently , boyboy should be at home sleeping and blood should be at church service .
don't really feel like disturbing them but i'm really going back already :((
tomorrow going to school again , i don't even know whether boyboy coming down anot ??
hopefully yes lorh ! so at least i can see him awhile too .
things between me and boyboy is abit complicated , i believe we both need sometime .
HAIS , we both know , it can't be force now , so we can only wait and see then !
as for my TWIN ; how has she been , looking for a stable job !
i'm still trying to find for her leis , a decent and flexible job :X
i hope she is fine outside with her friends , hopefully i'll be meeting her next homeleave .
she is also irreplaceable ! once twin forever TWIN * ILOVEYOU ..
my PRECIOUS , nuer , ermo and buddie ; i'm hoping they are doing well in admission !
as for BENDAN xiaoying , i'll be seeing her in dorm in a few hours time .
i really hope this punishment will be a lesson for her to repent , and never commit again .
after so long , i've found so many trustable friends !! i thanks GOD !
this is another post of mine again !
BUT finally a happy POST till now , with the memories they left in heart <3
142 more days to discharge ! time fly fast since my first admission :)
NOTHING GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR THEM /-



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Saturday, April 11, 2009

i'm pleased to leave admission and proceed my life to day release scheme .
but frankly again ; there's too much thing i can't bear to let go but i have to !
i cried so many times today morning till noon time :(
my beloved girls esp my daughter and small buddie all gonna stay in admission *
what a horrible place that don't suits them at all !
but no choice ; this is their fate and this is my fate to .
after being such a senior girl in admission , i'm moving on to the next step of mine :)
i bet they are all happy for me too as i'm leaving for good , not bad !
by right , i should have went out just now , but suddenly lost of interest and at this time ...
i found my XINHAO le ! forever no changes de him , change le !
he's still so funny :) but he and mine relationship is better this time round :))
maybe after so long of losting contact ? maybe because no one will misunderstand ?
maybe because i'm currently single , no disturbance of peoples comment ?
so many things happen in these period of time !
i knew him when he is sec2 and now a ITE year1 student ...
TIME FLIES FAST WITHOUT ME REALISING !
it has been 3 years eversince we knew each other , but not that close !
feel to glad to found him and saw his changes <3
i promise i'm going keep in contact with him all the way no matter what :D
i'm doting on him too much than i've expected i would !!!!
just spent time editing my blog again and put up a tagboard already !
as for a song ; i'm still considering of what song to put in to suit's this blog ?
BLANK CURRENTLY :P
back to main subject ! all my best friends ; twin , blood , ahsher , bendan .
all is already in the world of freedom but there is still some left in admission !
seeing them cry today , it makes me cried profusely .
HAIS ; why must life always be in this way ? i really don't understand .
from 737 days to 150 more days to finish my 2 year sentence .
it's really intoleratable but i have no choice but to serve .
after putting in so much effort , focusing my heart to turn over anew leaf !
finally i've succeed in gaining back the staff , caseworker , aco , parents trust towards me .
i'm not going to disappoint them this time round .
it's no longer the ah lian side of me but a SUCCESS side of me !!
i'm stilling waiting for my this precious XINHAO to reach home and rest .
don't even know if he will take my advise to not stay out late ??
whens going to be my next homeleave ; i don't know too but just looking forward to it .
i have not season to DRS life so not sure if i'll have my homeleave the coming week .
HOPING TO SEE HIM SOON <3



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