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Saturday, April 11, 2009

i'm pleased to leave admission and proceed my life to day release scheme .
but frankly again ; there's too much thing i can't bear to let go but i have to !
i cried so many times today morning till noon time :(
my beloved girls esp my daughter and small buddie all gonna stay in admission *
what a horrible place that don't suits them at all !
but no choice ; this is their fate and this is my fate to .
after being such a senior girl in admission , i'm moving on to the next step of mine :)
i bet they are all happy for me too as i'm leaving for good , not bad !
by right , i should have went out just now , but suddenly lost of interest and at this time ...
i found my XINHAO le ! forever no changes de him , change le !
he's still so funny :) but he and mine relationship is better this time round :))
maybe after so long of losting contact ? maybe because no one will misunderstand ?
maybe because i'm currently single , no disturbance of peoples comment ?
so many things happen in these period of time !
i knew him when he is sec2 and now a ITE year1 student ...
TIME FLIES FAST WITHOUT ME REALISING !
it has been 3 years eversince we knew each other , but not that close !
feel to glad to found him and saw his changes <3
i promise i'm going keep in contact with him all the way no matter what :D
i'm doting on him too much than i've expected i would !!!!
just spent time editing my blog again and put up a tagboard already !
as for a song ; i'm still considering of what song to put in to suit's this blog ?
BLANK CURRENTLY :P
back to main subject ! all my best friends ; twin , blood , ahsher , bendan .
all is already in the world of freedom but there is still some left in admission !
seeing them cry today , it makes me cried profusely .
HAIS ; why must life always be in this way ? i really don't understand .
from 737 days to 150 more days to finish my 2 year sentence .
it's really intoleratable but i have no choice but to serve .
after putting in so much effort , focusing my heart to turn over anew leaf !
finally i've succeed in gaining back the staff , caseworker , aco , parents trust towards me .
i'm not going to disappoint them this time round .
it's no longer the ah lian side of me but a SUCCESS side of me !!
i'm stilling waiting for my this precious XINHAO to reach home and rest .
don't even know if he will take my advise to not stay out late ??
whens going to be my next homeleave ; i don't know too but just looking forward to it .
i have not season to DRS life so not sure if i'll have my homeleave the coming week .
HOPING TO SEE HIM SOON <3



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