Monday, September 21, 2009
after so long i'm finally a free girl once again .
didn't have the time to update my blog due to meeting friends :X
it has been 1 week eversince i discharge .
everything was different ; i thought i would change
but i didn't at all !
on my discharge day i cried for ahdenz again !
no one can imagine how i felt at that moment when they told me early d/c ???
probably me and her doesn't have the fate to be together !
i told myself that i'll wait but ..
i was having a very bad flu that day and i didn't went out
so the day went by ..
the next day i went to yishun to meet ahmaine ..
she passed me the book and i read through !
i felt so guilty that i misunderstood her .. but since it's over then it's over !
we went to city plaza to extend our hair together and i was like ...
when i saw her long hair ; it seems so different !!
so i went back to yishun alone to meet up with jingsheng weihao and jasmine .
we slack nd chat till sembawang .
so conveniently i called jieyong to meet up awhile !
he changed alot !!
i accompanied him until 9 .30 as he lost his love one :((
i truly think that he really love the girl alot but yet ... HAIS !!
so i went down to meet cherry and pohying and i saw tongchuan tiaodang .
we went to have our so called supper and talk about inside matters .
i realised actually theres alot of things that cherry don't know .
but forget it :))
so i went home and rest to charge my energy :)
the day went on to the next morning -
i woke up early in the morining by the pohying phone call .
she wanted me tto go down to meet them but i wasn't free .
i went to visit my grandmother due to her death anniversary .
after that i went home then to uncle house to spent the night there .
happens to saw my friendster message and knew that tongchuan wan my number .
so i called pohying and look for him .
then we spent time talking on phone .
OMG ! he like me :X
wakakakaka !!
oh shit , third day from my discharge day , he's the forth guy already !
what to do with ahdenz ??
STRESS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why must wait until i attached then so many guys surround me ?
just don't understand !!!!
so spent that night confirming with pohying , tongchuan , cherry and yiting :
the next day to bugis due to wuxian birthday :)
4th day after i'm free ;
went to bugis with cherry , pohying , tongchuan and yiting !
early in the morning , just to give tongchuan a surprise ;
i woke up early in the morning to go his sintua find him , he seems shock !
so pohying , wuxian and yexian came .
we hang around his room and slack la .
so he went to tiaodang already and we waited ,
cherry and pohying had a small quarrel due to dragging feelings .
but i managed to cool both of them down and things went again :)
so went to 117 to accompany cherry eat her lunch while ;
tongchuan tiaodang ` pohying and wuxian go home sleep ` yiting still preparing too :X
i'm the first to be done , hahas :))
suddenly tongchuan call me , i thought is his zaizai :X
wakakakas ..
he told me he just finish tiaodang , going to prepare immediately and wait for his brother .
so me and cherry went to his block and he came down with his brother .
i told him that i'm tired of walking so we took cab to pohying house :X
after reaching pohying house , waiting for this pohying to be done with her make up ..
so we went to some where near her house to take a direct bus to bugis .
during the period at the bus stop ;
the cherry and pohying told them my nuisance and embarrassment insede SGH !
i was like dots , embarrass man :P
so we kept joking around until we boarded the bus .
tongchuan indeed very friendly and funny too :))
nice knowing him alot , but more than friends ?!
i really don't know ..
so throughout the whole journey , we chat and joke around .
we alighted and went to long john to meet yiting and also tongchuan wants to eat .
idiotic tongchuan *
he scare me saying that i'm smoking grass , non-stop hit smoking !!
but i didn't man !!!!!!!!!after that we went to bugis street to stroll around ,
we saw teresa and talk to her awhile ....
so after that we went to bugis junction downstairs to walk around ..
we left bugis at 6 plus , and took the same bus back to pohying house .
because tongchuan and also wuxian is having tagging curfew.
so after arriving at pohying house , we slack awhile , i drank a little , and drunk !
what happen to me man ? they went throwing cake and flour .
so i sat aside on the sofa and closed my eyes .
didn't expected that i'm really drunk !
i went in to pohying room to lie down .
i don't know why , i told her to call tongchuan to come in the room .
i hug tongchuan and we ended up kissing .
after that then i start realising that i'm doing soomething wrong !
but it's really too late already , no way for me to turn back .
so i went up to tongchuan house .
i called cherry and pohying to conference call .
i was lost and didn't knew what to do at that point of time .
at last i have to choose one .
my choice was to be with tongchuan !
so i stop myself from thinking of ah denz from that point of time onwards .
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