Tuesday, September 29, 2009
today went to yishun with 3boxers on my hand :X
luckily got plastic bag !
it's for baby de .
yesterday i asked baby for break up .
and he asked me what's the reason ??
hais , i realised i really don't bear to let go of him .
i think probably i should be more understanding le ba .
went to yishun alone to wait for cherry :)
reach there about 1 pm and walking around alone like crazy girl .
spent quite a long time inside minitoons .
at last bought 2 plastic bag to put two gift for two person .
saw what i wants to buy for pohying birthday too !
bought the laptop protector for cherry and a astray for baby .
baby treat me so cold today :((
at last i went to buy sushi for cherry too .
then i went to bus stop to fetch her and went to ishimura to eat .
she ate * salmon baked rice * and i ate * sausage baked rice *
my treat for today :)
so then aubrey came down to meet us , after eating we went to mac to smoke .
while smoking , baby told a lie .
kinda disppointed why must he lie to me ?!?!
i thought he wouldn't be like other guys but ended up .
HAIS ! loss of words to describe .
at last ziqian came down to join us .
we continue slacking until we went to take 171 to plaza just to pass baby his present .
planning to go back after giving .
but we ended up slacking at panjang plaza mac .
baby recieve already , we message ..
so as cherry left to her grandfather house .
i hold on to the mac i bought for baby to eat and walk to his house with ziqian .
reach his house , we hug !
and i really don't bear to let go .
i realised i really love him alot and i regretted mentioning to break off .
trying to be more understanding that he have to work
he can't get over his ex girlfriend .
i shall all put it behind me and love him with all i can .
i don't want to lose him :(
cherry quarrel with wuxian over my matter .
i really felt so sorry , but thanks for standing on my side :)
ILOVECHERRYCHENZILI <33
BABYtongchuan :)
currently missing you !
i'm so sorry about yesterday .
is now too late to keep back my words ?
i didn't mean it .
i really will learn to understand you more .
all i knew is i really don't want to lose you !
don't leave me alright ?
if loving you shows that i'm stupid , i rather never be clever :(
i love you and i really really do .
i'll get jealous over photos because i love you .
or else i wouldn't have bother about it .
i'm sorry for everything !
now , i want nothing , i just want you :)
you can go ahead and busy -
you can continue remembering your ex -
you can do anything you want -
for whatever you do :
just promise me , never leave me , will you ?
i'll learn to accept that you are working , is your ex , so on so forth !
give me some time alright .
i can change , for the sake of you ..
i'm indeed willing , but do you still love me ?
i'm still waiting for your final decision :(
all i know for now is i'm going to love you with all i can !
nothing is gonna change my love for you <3
Y
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